Have you ever feel bored? Ve-heeery bored, I mean. I am awfully bored now. It's the deepest point of the deepest abyss of boredom.
Routine drives us crazy, especially when we have scarce resources of excitement-incite agent. I've got plenty of hobbies but it takes me by surpise that I lose attraction over them. Not only do they fail in providing pleasure, they even grow as a burden that if spend my time doing it, it only waste my time. What is it with the whole boredom thing :D
Let me do the list..,
Shopping... actually it is still interesting, but counting countless expenditure I must spend in the next three months, apartment, bills, telephone, oh-oh.. now it adds up to boredom-y depressive financial sickness.
Movies... I love watching movies. Back in college, when I got bored (which actually is a very rare thing, since I always have friends encircling me, to laugh with and to laugh at), I simply go for a walk, to take the air, to watch movies or, to do window shopping. I can't do that here, due to the limited route of the bus, and the time schedule. On the other hand, my DVD player refuses to operate, what a luckless coincidence. Strike out.
Reading... Again and again, time is something I dont have plenty of at the moment. Only two choices left at this very moment, either doing my research or preparing the test. If I dont do the research, then I must think the test, and vice versa. So I've got to cross out this choice.
All and all.. seems that I am destined to stick to this condition,only temporarily, hopefully.