Toward speaking excellence

Yesterday, Zaki generously gave me a book titled Toward Speaking Excellence (Thank you, Zaki!!). Suddenly I've got things cross my mind. Preparations to the next step. Those tests that I havent prepared at all. I'll do my best for sure, but real test I have to deal with awaits me after. I dont mind not knowing what I'm headed for (cause all this years I have been living that way). But I was lucky and I always chose playing safe than taking any risk. Safe condition ended when I made that 'controversial decision on affirmative action'. That was the biggest decision I ever made so far.

Now I have to manage the undesirable side product. But every action we take in reality always leads to uncertainties. Then in the end, it is just a matter of giving the best effort in minimizing the risks and setting up the goal. Insya Allah...

I want to climb a mountain and touch the clouds above.
I wanna be anyone I wanna be and bring to life my fantasies.
I just want to be happy