How to..

Solitary person in a far far away land, almost midnight, accompanied by a distant away lonely friend and a keep 'wondering' tonight sanguine friend hehehe.

Been almost 2 years here. Gained much in life lesson but, scaled down academically. Bad results in research (my fault), unfinished thesis (sluggish me), unprepared for GRE (forgetful me), messy literally and metaphorically. Grr....I'd better not talk about unpleasant things, it only make matters worse. Lets think about the achievement... ehmm wait should I call this achievement?? I dont know another saying for that. Something that I consider as positive thing. Benefit? Profit? Is this financial thing? See, I am not ready at all for this GRE vocab things. Maybe I should review the vocab drills now. Maybe I should stop writing now.

At least now I've learned..
1. How to be more communicative. This blog is the outcome. Former me wouldnt dare enough to put personal things in words. Actually, this is a good thing considering that in some agitated conditions, writing makes me emotionally calmer.

2. How to be more appreciative. Some says that losing makes us better appreciate things. That is so true. Deficiency after losing, makes us think how precious what had gone was.

3. How to deal with sanguines. People...It's very important (to me). Realizing that two best friends of mine are sanguines (correction, ACUTE SANGUINES), and making friends with them takes out the bad in me (and put in little bad in me), I would never mind at all having a lifetime with another sanguine one.

After the bad ones, here comes the good one, sodara sodara

Why can't it take place in my research?? I just cant find good thing in it. Ow,I'd better really stop writing now.

Oyasuminasai.